Sunday, May 14, 2006

pretending


lies do hide my tears
i smile to pretend i don't care about anything, not even about you
but everytime i get to do something right
it's because i'm thinking about you
deep inside my heart there's only you
no one else
i am afraid you'll find out someday how much i love you and at the same time, how i've been willing to give my life up.
wish i was... dead

Life Of Pretend
Pretending to be happy,
I smile instead of cry.
Holding tight to the blade,
Close my eyes.. Wish to die.
I can not let you see,
All the torment inside,
Another day gone bad,
Another scar to hide.
It's okay that I'm alone,
And that no one is here.
Dying is no longer a problem,
It's living that I fear.-
Heavens Tragedy