wake up

found the answer to one of the questions you thought had no answers.
love is a battlefield and you've lost every single time...
i sat back, watched, and listened.
no further comments,
heaven knows i want you to win this time,
however...

always a pleasure

your place is sometimes mine
forced to close my eyes
blinded by your inner self
beauty in your soul
you're getting close
what should I do?

without you

India would not be a bad idea
after all
enticing thoughts
peace, serenity
happiness, freedom
and love
a place in which we could
no longer feel attached
a place in which we could
come and go as we please.
take the chance now
tomorrow it will be too late.

friday

yesterday, after all the energy we had spent
after all the excitement we both shared
right there in that room
the place where my feelings are spilled
where my thoughts, intentions, and perspectives
get arranged and renewed
yelling and laughing out loud
staring at the ceiling, I just could possibly think
why was I able to live without you all those years?
if I fly away from here...
could I ever go on without you?
yesterday I realized how much I need you
in my life...
and I just want you to know I'm thankful
and that...
I wish you love

blue savannah song

Somewhere ’cross the desert
Sometime in the early hour
In a restless world
On the open highways
My home is where the heart is
Sweet to surrender
to you only
I send my love to you...

true love

por que dentro de mis locuras
con toda la maraña de ideas que
a cada instante invade mi mente
las contradicciones ordinarias
por ti mi pasado se redujo a nada
ocupas mi presente
cada uno de mis suspiros va hacia donde estás
y el futuro solo lo concibo junto a ti.
Nuestras vidas son prestadas, es cierto;
pero nuestro amor es eterno.

her world

absolutely
the truth makes you go hmmm
now you know that you know
and you know the idea is out of
your league,
like wanting to get rid of the salt
of the Atlantic Ocean
might be causing the end of the world
and you don't give a dammed rat's ass
but then you stop and realize
you are just an ordinary stranger
in her green and beautiful world
where love and kindness run smoothly
where nothing is ever collapsed
you think twice then
so you make up your mind
you lower your voice
you know that you know you must wait
for another lifetime

AADD

someone or something

keeps dragging me apart

disorder that is constantly... driving me away

from everything

from everyone

when is this going to be over?

sometimes i wish my life had an off-switch

feliz día

idas y vueltas
nadie sabe lo que pasa por tu mente
hoy estás despierta, como siempre
eres y serás el centro del universo
todo gira a tu alrededor
la única diferencia es que antes te lo callabas
ahora lo gritas, a los cuatro vientos
sin importar que cada y cuando,
la luna juegue con tus emociones
que ese amor infinito que llevas, traes
y regalas en cada beso
en cada abrazo... te adorne con bendiciones
y buenaventura
and remember: you are a diva,
you are a star!

haunted

my past still remains; my fears have made me lose sleep once again last night and my sense of belonging seems to have been ransacked. Can't blame you now, not as i did before. I gave up trying to figure out your own reasoning and motives... life went on, running smoothly, as I became someone you could have felt proud of, whether you did care or did not.

I understand, nobody ever told you how to deal with your own life, but sometimes I use to think you should've thought about us twice... I grew patient and tolerant. Perhaps acceptance was the key, I even learned how to love you, after all the pain you put us through.

Perhaps, those years may still have an unconscious impact on my daily life decisions; however, when I see you now and when I remember the games you used to play with my brother and me, before giving us up, my pain fades away and I smile. We may not be that different after all. You will always be my hero, dad.

saturday morning

this thought of you
even in my lazy hours
the right moment
awake, yet sleeping
there was you
in my dreams
close to me
in my mind

to my crush

post that goes to my crush. i will never have the strength to let my crush know the way i feel. "Cause that's the way that is goes and it's what nobody knows, and everyday my confusion grows.

I would die for you
I've been dying just to feel you by my side
To know that you're mine
I will cry for you
I will wash away your pain with all my tears
And drown your fear
I will pray for you
I will sell my soul for
something pure and true
Someone like you
See your face ever place that I walk in
Hear your voice every time that I'm talking

I will burn for you
Feel pain for you

I will lie for you
Beg and steal for you
I will crawl on hands and knees until you see
You're just like me

Throw away all the pain that I'm living
I'd do time for you
I would wait for you
I'd make room for you
I'd sail ships for you
To be close to you
To be part of you
'Cause I believe in you
I believe in you
I would die for you

San Francisco

Señor, haz de mi un instrumento de tu paz.
Donde haya odio,
que yo lleve Amor.
Donde haya ofensa,
que yo lleve Perdón.
Donde haya discordia,
que yo lleve la unión.
Donde haya duda,
que yo lleve la Fe.
Donde haya error,
que yo lleva la Verdad.
Donde haya desesperación,
que yo lleve la Esperanza.
Donde haya tristeza,
que yo lleve la Alegría.
Donde haya tinieblas, que yo lleve la Luz.
Oh Maestro,
concédeme que yo no busque ser consolado,
sino consolar.
Ser comprendido,
sino comprender.
Ser amado, sino amar.
Porque: dando se recibe,
perdonando se es perdonando,
muriendo
se resucita a la Vida Eterna