ambigüedad

una especie de conexión
entre tú y yo
difícil de ignorar
calladamente me llevas hacia algún lugar
yo no sé cuál es
y te sigo
jugando por primera vez
al juego de serte fiel
quiero ir; descubrir la escencia
llegar contigo
y por ti
pero....
¿podré encontrar el camino de regreso?

homesick

"Seek and ye shall find;
ask and it shall be given thee."
spiritualizing disappointments I have
experienced through my great need of love
during a previous lifetime
"Lord, let me learn to BE
the love I've been dreaming of,
learn to BE the love I need."

don't litter

An oldtime favorite...

You'd better pick it up

Put it in the bag!

morpheus

Hold me tonight, Greek god of dreams
You lie on an ebony bed in a dimly-lit cave,
Surrounded by poppy flowers.
guilty for leading my unconscious mind,
or giving nature to the beings which dwell in my dreams.
Could’ve been called Mr. Sandman
Sprinkling magic sand when I was only a child
gloomy reaper holding an hourglass and scythe.

mi marido

duermes esta noche pensando en tu estrategia
ganar batallas y conquistar nuevas tierras
todo para retenerme y cuidarme
y es por ti por quien yo me he vuelto mansa
sedienta siempre de tus besos
por que con todo lo mucho que me das...
jamás será suficiente
pero no me iría
tampoco cambiaría un sólo cabello tuyo
aún dormido, amor, soy tuya
me tienes cautiva
sueña, gana y conquista porque aún
soñando, perdiendo y fracasando
me quedo a tu lado, guardando tu espalda
curando tus heridas
para siempre

san tafil

en medio de la ansiedad perturbadora pudiste calmar mis miedos, angustias, penas y deseos de partir al otro mundo; cruzar al otro lado con lágrimas y sollozos... ojos que no querían ver, mente que no podía callar. saludar al sol, las enseñanzas de mi gurú y la motivación tentadora del hannuman vainillo ayudan; pero este aliento de vida se lo debo a san tafil.

9th symphony

Conspirator: Do you still feel suicidal?
Alex: Well, put it this way, I feel very low in myself.
I can't see much in the future, and
I feel that any second something terrible is going to happen to me.

not scared

you are far far away

i miss you

but don't worry

someone's watching over me

while you're gone

bliss and heaven oh my brothers and only friends

link

Your life's a mystery, mine is an open book
If I could read your mind, I think I'd take a look
What have you got to hide?
What do you need to prove?
You're always telling lies, and that's the only truth

Tonight the streets are full of actors
I don't know why
Oh, take these dogs away from me
Before they, they bite

What have you got to say of shadows in the past?
I thought that, if you paid, you'd keep them off our backs
Where do we have to be, so I can laugh and you'll be free?
I'd go anywhere
Baby, I don't care
I'm not scared

Tonight I fought and made my mind up
I know it's right
I know these dogs still snap around me
But I can, I can fight

If I was you, if I was you
I wouldn't treat me the way you do
If I was you, if I was you
I wouldn't treat me the way you do - you
If I was you, if I was you
I wouldn't treat me the way you do
If I was you, if I was you
I wouldn't treat me the way you do - you
(Tennant / Lowe)

Let All Be Happy!

Loka Samasta Sukino Bhavantu
Loka Samasta Sukino Bhavantu
Loka Samasta Sukino Bhavantu
OM
Shan'ti Shan'ti Shan'ti

nightmare

intensively arousing my feelings of fear and horror
causing distress on my so called well-being
might as well be supressed mental images and emotions
my mind going wild
perhaps a demon or a spirit
by either case, i do feel upset.

charming

appealing

...the story is old
i know
but it goes on...

hannuman

as i was day dreaming, i closed my eyes and saw your lean and tanned body next to mine.
i called out your name and for three seconds you became the king of my world.
quite fond of the way you move, so smooth, precise, and intense.
in a blink of an eye your image faded away as i worshiped the scarce moments in which my imagination has made me feel that we have had some sort of connection.

esquina, bajo

despertar nunca había sido tan difícil como hasta hoy
del juego de lágrimas, de la estrofa de la vieja canción
por que dejas ir y cada instante que pasa se va perdiendo
y si el amor acaba, en verdad,
¿sabrá la luna lo que hay que hacer?

all you need is love

like an abandoned pet, craving for love
the stripped kitty had everything a cat had ever dreamt of
yet empty inside
the owner of the white two story building house,
the one of the second floor, pets the stripped kitty's cheeks
and makes her purr.
though she would never ever leave you,
she might as well be considering other options