absurd

At any street corner
the feeling of absurdity
can strike any man in the face.
Albert Camus

my feelings for you
striking right in front of my face
flying butterflies inside
too much prana anyway
dunno what to do with all this stuff

cogito, sum

Descartes, el padre de la modernidad, me restrega en la cara la duda de aquello perceptible a través de los sentidos... ¿soñar o vivir?.
Ideas adventicias
Ideas facticias
Ideas innatas
contenidos mentales que constituyen un misterio
pudiera existir una realidad externa a ti y a mí
pienso
luego existo

el mundo al revés

pintura flamenca
El Jardín de las delicias,
el visionario Bosco
el paradisiaco ensueño es
en realidad el reino de lo no durable
la saciedad
en una esquina inferior,
del tríptico original
el dedo acusador de Adán
señalando a Eva...
en medio de tanta
rancia conmoción,
mis bellas, gratas y buenas
intenciones parecen
quedar en otro plano... pero
todavía creo en el amor

yoga post... again?

headstand 2

my previous post

sounds like...

i really want

to go...

i wish

i could...

harmless

isn't it?

"Oh, Lord, won't you buy me a Mercedes Benz...."

headstand 2

this was the time
when you offered me
to be my particular
wonderwall
and i said yes
stability, strenghth...
balance
i know i'm not alone
but the true answer
relies inside my soul
finding my own way
understanding my
true self
never be afraid of trying
feels so fucking good

tired

depleted of strength or energy
repeated too often
overfamiliar through overuse
not original
not being or productive of something
fresh and unusual
bushed, exhausted, fagged, fatigued
footsore, knackered, overweary,
played out, retread, spent, tubeless
washed-out
worn-out

my valentine

used to cry all the time with this song...
those restless, empty, lonesome years
of my life
now that i got you
now that you're here with me...
i cry even more.
who would've thought...
in my life
in my world
you are my everything...

I think about this world a lot and I cry
And I've seen the films and the eyes
But I'm in this kitchen
Everything is beautiful
And he is so beautiful
He is so young and old
I look at him and I see the beauty
Of the light of music
The voices talking somewhere in the house
Late spring and you're drifting off to sleep
You are here with me
You are here with me
You have been here and
you are everything

duh

full moon
again
you made me say all
those nasty words
i feel bad
because i meant it
i still mean it
and i know i'm right
and i hate how the
awful truth makes me feel.

trip to ativanland

feeling ill last night
decided to turn back to find a solution
there was sorrow and sadness
and my body was crying in pain
without any visible reason
i took my ticket, and
without giving it a second thought
i did it
i must have been visited by the flower girl
staring at me, she tried to make me reconsider
my well being
three times asked me if I was going ok
i answered with a smile
nothing but compromise
i know I get sick of it yet
sometimes i enjoy watching me going down.
Happiness lies in ourselves and some of us
may need a little help once in a while...

forever...

diva
and it's not just a word
it's an attitude
a way to let you know
that no matter what
i will always be
too damn good for you.
and that you will always
be there for me...
to love me
and to adore me

delfín

muévete como delfín... y en poco tiempo desarrollarás tu fuerza, esa energía que corre por tus venas pero que de algún modo fluye por el canal equivocado y que te hace pensar tonterías. justo ahora que tienes que ser fuerte, te sientes cansada y en ocasiones vacía y desmotivada. hoy sentiste como tu respiración se transformaba en aliento de vida. piensa en esa luz que jamás habrá de extinguirse; agradece sus bondades y pide al cielo que te ilumine mientras vivas.